Thought of the day!

It's rather interesting that I'm still talked about amongst the gays of BG!  Just to clarify for some, I do not have any intentions of moving back to the area! I'm better off and much happier where I am!  I have my down days but I am so much better off here than I ever was in BG! But thanks for keeping my spirit alive BG gay rumor mongrels! It's nice to know you still have nothing better to talk about! 

It's Been A While~

Well So much has changed in the past few months~ I have my struggles in life.  I am about to close one chapter of life and begin another~  Life Changes and as I get older I feel the urge to change with it~ Having well over 9 years of BMV experience I am ready for a change~ A new beginning with a brighter future~ Getting out of the shadows of my past and the people~ I have made many great friends and had a blast in this chapter~ Some friends will carry on into the new chapter other will not~ Only time will tell the outcome of that~ I am leaping into this chapter full throttle~ I know it's not going to be an easy adventure, but I am willing to start making the sacrifices needed to better myself as a human being.  I do not believe I am who I want to be in Bowling Green, Ohio... I don't see a future here, at least the future I want.  Making the choice to follow Lance and leave here, I can not say if it's wise or just impulse.. But either way It's going to happen and I hope that it brings me much happiness and joy~  For now my few friends that read this, Peace out and Happy Tuesday~ 

~The Mad Man~

Just need to Get a few things off my mind

I really am tired of all the intolerance in the gay community. They are always Screaming and preaching about tolerance and acceptance when in reality we have to much hate and intolerance between ourselves.   

The one thing that pisses me off most is the guys saying "Just looking for friends" yet they never respond to any messages.  I personally hate that people are only looking for friends that fit a certain description.  When I say I want to make friends on a site I respond to 99.9% of all messages~ Now if i put on looking for sex or something like that I will at least be courteous enough to tell you I am not interested.  

I am not one to beat around the bush I will tell you exactly what i want.  If I want (usually when alcohol is involved, which is always) to suck your dick, I will be blunt and say Hey I wanna suck your dick.  Now That may make me look like a dick, but hey I'm being honest and yea Oh well... Don't like it get over it. 

OK I think that is all I wanted to do.... I am totally not all there and frustrated over people :) 

A New Year, A New Me????

Well it's 6 days into a new year, Will this be the year I become who i want or will i still hide under this shell of a human being?  So much I want to change and express myself for who I truly feel I am :) I truly hope this is the year :) Just wanted to give a little Hello~ And Now it's time to get to bed~